Do you ever wonder is this what every day is supposed to be like? The boys were in tennis and had a great time learning and playing tennis, we came home, eat dinner, homework and a little relaxing in there somewhere for a few minutes before we start it all over again at 6.30am. some days i think, this is great. things are moving smooth. some days, i think, i want off this roller coaster...i'm getting sick. some days are just blah, some are fantastic. i guess that what life is.
the kids are asleep and i am pondering way too deep of subjects for this time of day. what am i supposed to learn from all of this? am i doing any good? i pray that it's all worth it and that i am doing the right things. sometimes i do feel like a fish out of water, wondering if anyone is around, and other times i want to hide and be alone for just a few minutes and not have to make a decision for everyone. weird how some days are like that.
kids are asleep. dan's at his mom's watching a tv program, i best go to sleep too
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